Growing up is hard to do.

I've recently started wearing perfume. I had to for two reasons, One: I'm a girl, and because of that I am crippled by insecurity, and the idea of smelling bad in a public place haunts me. Two: Cosmo told me to, so that's that. But I can't seem to find the right balance, the amount I need to wear so it is pleasant. Not a grandmother, nor a prostitute. Today, I smell like I should be soliciting myself on whore-avenue.